I know I've been a little neglectful lately...
I promise to get back to "it" whatever "it" is...
my life is super stressed right now and I can't seem to find the time to pee let alone blog.
and that damn Facebook is taking over my life.
Lots going on...
..job. I hate it. simple as that. its boring and mundane yet I feel like a complete ass cuz I don't know what I'm doing on the computer. NOT a good feeling. I'm a reasonably intelligent woman and catch on to things pretty quickly, but I came home yesterday and CRIED. I was so damn frustrated with everything by that point...I got in to the tub and just cried my eyes out. did I feel better after? not really.
..kids. Kids are good. they're all busy with their own lives, which is what I want for them. So that's good.
..marriage. can't really talk about that on here.
..life in general. sucks right now. stress is taking over my life and I'm a nervous wreck all the time,. I can't eat, I can't sleep....nor do I want to do either of those things. What I DO want is to be on an island somewhere in the South Pacific, eating fresh pineapple and drinking coconut milk right outta the coconut...with some hot pool boy attending to my every whim and need.
So I promise I will try to get back here and visit ya'll soon. I miss you.
16 comments:
Things will get better, don't worry.
XOXOXOXOXO
Hang in there gal!
hey, don't get frustrated with the job. It's always hard starting ANY new job. In a few months you'll be able to do it blindfolded and then you can move on to something else!
Awe hun...hang in there...You all know we love you and will be here for you!!
Have you rented out any Nick Cage movies yet? That's the only important thing really.
Stay strong and fabulous, girl. Things will get better. And you're right, that damn Facebook is an amazing time suck!
No, no, no, don't be stressed! New jobs ALWAYS suck. I promise. On the second day of the job I have now, I came home, got in the tub, ate ice cream for dinner and went to bed at 8:30. Totally normal :)
I am sorry about everything that is going on, though. I hope it's OK, and I will share that pool boy with you whenever you're ready!
I don't know, I bet you could handle anything if you decided to. And, dammit, I cried at the end of The Amazing Race last night, so I am not one to judge a few tears...
Hang in there hon, we're here when you can get here too...{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}
I miss ya too! Can we all just get jobs as world travelers?
XOXOXOXOXOX0-
Maddie
Is hard. Been there too. Give it some time and if it still isn't a good fit then it isn't! It took me a while to find my footing - I was not cut out to be a teacher, and that was stressful (I lost 25 lbs!) but I was cut out to be a really good tutor.
Can you share that boy on the beach or should I get my own?
we've all been there, you aren't alone. new jobs are rough, give it time and try not to be so hard on yourself
your AMAZING
and don't ever forget that
Beth- If a job was fun, they wouldn't call it a job and pay you to do it.. You must find your ground. Grounded is where you see things as clearly as possible.. Be real with yourself..fantasy is fun, but like cotton candy- it is mostly illusion, with no substance. Take inventory of what you have, what you want, and honestly evaluate it. Nobody I ever met found what they were looking for outside themselves- they found it from within. Bless you in your search.
I don't know Buffalo but he gives some of the best advice. Seriously, level headed....listen to him.
New jobs are always like that, ALWAYS. Things will get better, each day it gets easier, I promise.
Sending major hugs your way.
XOXOXO
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