I am feeling really good today..
don't know why.
I think I need to just get back to my normal life and enjoy what I have.
or at least try to.
Sometimes the fantasy just isn't worth the heartache.
But that doesn't mean you give up on your dreams...
and I have alot of dreams that I plan to see out to the finish.
And while the fantasy may not be worth it, it's been nice to have it for a while. Sometimes that's all you have to get you through...a fantasy or a dream. and it served its purpose.
and my heart may be breaking right now and filled with sadness at times..
at least I still have my heart. I didn't lose it in the process. I didn't give it away...I am keeping it all to myself.
I've seen that I still know how to laugh, how to have fun and dance in the street to a Miley song on the radio. I can do things I've never done before, never even thought of doing before, I can travel by myself, I can exist all on my own. I don't really need someone else to make me whole. I am whole all on my own.
It opened my eyes to alot of possibilities out there.
and for that I will be forever grateful.
21 comments:
excellent post - now hush up and go get me some nachos!
dog: i love you man.
Beth,
YOU are GORGEOUS! Your words are BEAUTIFUL. I relate exactly to what you are saying.
Christine
You look so pretty! You sound great, I'm glad :)
This sounds like a positive development ... although I'm sure it was hard getting to where you are now.
XOXOXOXOXOXO
This is encouraging. Part of any major plan should include going to school of some kind and learning something that could lead to a job that can support you. If you really are trying to become more independent, that's the way to approach it. I know.
I am glad you are feeling more yourself! It is easy to get lost harder to get found.
I'm trying to read between the lines but now I'm the one who is blind!
Glad you're feeling sassy again, anyway!
You are looking fantastic. No two ways about that one....you are you...dreams are good.
Hang tough hon.
Get a fucking divorce, already! Whine, whine, whine, whine...
First, you look positively gorgeous in that photo. You eyes are so bright. Ain't it great to learn new things about yourself on this old journey? You go babe.
Keep dreaming - and no regrets, ever...
Glad you're having a good day :-) Greetings from the other side of the world. Love your honesty !
I'm so very happy that you're finding some peace within yourself. That's a great start! Life will always have its ups and downs...and we will always have 'dreams' of something bigger and better out there. But, we each need to make the very best out of the lives we've been blessed with and learn to live each and every moment to the fullest. I pray that you continue to find your joy this holiday season! I love you Frankie!!! BJ
GIRL! I freakin LOVE your hair!!!! You look fantastic. You pretty whore.
Leah
Hmm ... sometimes the fantasy isn't worth the heartache.
When do you know the answer to that?
I have never let go of my dreams ... but a few of them have let go of me!!
Sometimes you have to take the run you have and make the most of it. Your picture is nice ... be well.
You are looking GREAT!
I don't know why you would be upset, your fucking stunning girl! Now go work it, but don't break it!
You're so pretty in that photo...
I may be Mr Literal, but I think you're talking between the lines. ;-) It sounds like your refelction has helped you make some decisions, and that's good. Hope you are doing well.
What a gorgeous picture! You are stunning! You are complete on your own....someone else can only add to that. :)
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