Sometimes I just want to bitch slap someone.
I hate driving. I hate all the assholes on the road who are also driving while Im driving.
MERGE!!!! MERGE for goodness sake, will ya?! DAMN! and do NOT pull out in front of me and then go 10 mph. I will ram your backend so hard you won't know what hit you.
I have to go to a picnic today. HAVE to go. Have be GUILTED into going. DO NOT WANT TO GO. But I am going. Why you ask? cuz that's who I am. I am a "people pleaser". I try to keep the peace the best way I know how...and this is the best way I know how. and it's with people that I don't like...and they don't like me. But I am going. Cuz that's how I roll.
I am in a pissy mood. wayyyy pissy mood. I generally hate everybody right now, and my life sucks balls.
there. Do I feel better?
hell no.
This is what I want right now:
leave me the hell alone
don't talk to me
don't look at me
don't think about me
I hate you
that pretty much is it.
Im out.
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Thursday, May 27, 2010
IS IT OK?
Hey..is it ok....?
...to wear my bikini top as a bra all summer long?
...to wear a sundress to your kid's track meet when it's 92 degrees out?
...punch your kid in the arm when he gets into the trade school he wanted into so badly?! (YES!)
...to lay on the dining room floor, like my dogs, cuz the floor is so cold?
...to NOT want to go anywhere on vacation this year? naw...I didn't think so! ;)
...to drink Fruity Robina's and count that as a serving of fruit for the day? :)
...to Facecrack from my phone and never have to sit in front of a computer again?
...to lie and say "the carpet matches the drapes"?
...to eat hot popcorn every night for a week?
...to call the asswipe in front of you on the highway a "motherf%$#$@" when they ride their brakes? asshole!!!
...to have more fun watching your friend's kids play sports than your own? there's no drama! no tension!!!!! you can enjoy the t-ball game for what it is...CUTENESS!!!
...to wear my flip flops every. where. ..... every. where.
...to wear my bikini top as a bra all summer long?
...to wear a sundress to your kid's track meet when it's 92 degrees out?
...punch your kid in the arm when he gets into the trade school he wanted into so badly?! (YES!)
...to lay on the dining room floor, like my dogs, cuz the floor is so cold?
...to NOT want to go anywhere on vacation this year? naw...I didn't think so! ;)
...to drink Fruity Robina's and count that as a serving of fruit for the day? :)
...to Facecrack from my phone and never have to sit in front of a computer again?
...to lie and say "the carpet matches the drapes"?
...to eat hot popcorn every night for a week?
...to call the asswipe in front of you on the highway a "motherf%$#$@" when they ride their brakes? asshole!!!
...to have more fun watching your friend's kids play sports than your own? there's no drama! no tension!!!!! you can enjoy the t-ball game for what it is...CUTENESS!!!
...to wear my flip flops every. where. ..... every. where.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
He's all done!
Well....my boy has graduated from high school.
and I didn't cry once!
(of course, I was heavily medicated....JUST JOKING!)
It was a good night...all my kids together, in one spot...with me. I LOVE THAT!!!
It's 1:39am and I can't sleep...too wound up.
It was a great night.
and I didn't cry once!
(of course, I was heavily medicated....JUST JOKING!)
It was a good night...all my kids together, in one spot...with me. I LOVE THAT!!!
It's 1:39am and I can't sleep...too wound up.
It was a great night.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
HELP!!!
Well............
planning another graduation party.
and I need HELP!
I am burned out from these things...I have waited till the last minute to do anything with Evan's party.
I feel bad.
with Stephen's and Rae's, everything was DONE by now.
I haven't done ONE photo board yet....planned the menu...gotten decorations...nothing.
So I need some help from ya'll.
We are planning on probably 150-200 people.
I need menu ideas.
Evan wanted POTATO SOUP ...so that tells you where his head is.
I gotta keep the cost down so nothing too expensive. We did ribs and potato wedges for Stephen, with a veggie salad and bread and cake and all that stuff. But Evan doesn't like ribs, so that's out. Rae had chicken, mac&cheese...stuff like that. that might work for Evan....hmmmm
and I need some ideas for decorations for the tables...I can always do the boring balloons but I want something original, ya know?
I have LOTS of pictures, so that's covered. took me about 5 hours yesterday to go through all the ones I have on the computer and put them all in their own folder so I can just print them out. he's got lots of medals and crap to put out on his tables....
colors are red, gray and black.
All ideas will be greatly appreciated!!!!
planning another graduation party.
and I need HELP!
I am burned out from these things...I have waited till the last minute to do anything with Evan's party.
I feel bad.
with Stephen's and Rae's, everything was DONE by now.
I haven't done ONE photo board yet....planned the menu...gotten decorations...nothing.
So I need some help from ya'll.
We are planning on probably 150-200 people.
I need menu ideas.
Evan wanted POTATO SOUP ...so that tells you where his head is.
I gotta keep the cost down so nothing too expensive. We did ribs and potato wedges for Stephen, with a veggie salad and bread and cake and all that stuff. But Evan doesn't like ribs, so that's out. Rae had chicken, mac&cheese...stuff like that. that might work for Evan....hmmmm
and I need some ideas for decorations for the tables...I can always do the boring balloons but I want something original, ya know?
I have LOTS of pictures, so that's covered. took me about 5 hours yesterday to go through all the ones I have on the computer and put them all in their own folder so I can just print them out. he's got lots of medals and crap to put out on his tables....
colors are red, gray and black.
All ideas will be greatly appreciated!!!!
Monday, May 17, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
Where have I been? I don't really know.....
wow...
was it really April 29th the last time I posted something on here?
damnnnnnnn!
I've had 2 boys celebrate birthdays in that time...
Bud turned 21 and Evan-Michael turned 18. Two BIG birthdays in da house!!!
And the 18 year old has just a few days left of school....got accepted to 2 different universities...one to play football. But he's not sure if he really wants to play football for 4 more years. he received his "diet" and workout schedule in the mail the other day. He MUST drink at least one gallon of SKIM milk a week, 10 pounds of potatoes a week, 3 pounds of apples, bananas and other fruit a week. 3 pounds each of the different fruit. and at least a 5 egg white omelet every morning with lots of veggies in it. really, the diet sounds pretty good...wayyyy more food than a regular person would need, but still sounds pretty good. Lots of veggies and fruit and whole grains. oh, and at least 3 pounds of whole grain pasta a week. AND a workout schedule that is INSANE. When is he supposed to eat all that food if he's working out 24/7??!!! I'll have to copy it and post it..seriously.
I've set up a "fan page" for my photography on Facebook,and have been getting lots of appointments from it. who woulda thunk it?! But lots of people want me to do weddings. I don't "do" weddings. not my thing. I WILL do a wedding in December but that's for a very good friend of mine. I have been doing engagement photos tho and those are fun. Family photos...that kind of stuff. I guess ya gotta do this stuff till you get the chance to do what you really wanna do, right? ;)
Things on the home front are.......ok. Hubs refuses to go back to counseling. REFUSES. just plain. old. refuses. Soooooooooo...I guess it';s up to me what comes next. For right now, we're talking. But we all know that never lasts long! ;) Why do things always end up back where they started? I don't get it.....if you know your partner is unhappy and is begging for things to change...and will do anything to help make those changes...wouldn't you want to go along with the program? I know if things were reversed, I would do anything he asked me to do...IF I really wanted to stay married. I think he does, but..........do I? as of right now.....i can't honestly say. Not an answer, I know. But I have to see what's best for everyone involved. I will keep you posted.
and will Miley Cyrus just put some clothes on already? Gawdddddddd. isn't she 17? god, I am So glad that I never got my beautiful daughter into modeling and stuff like people PUSHED me to do when she was younger. I couldn't stand it if she turned out like that! and does it sound like Im jealous that Miley is THAT sexy at 17? cuz I am. Damn! I'm 29 and not anywhere NEAR that sexy! shooooot! But I guess I'd be sexy too if I had a "team" of people working on me all day long.
And how classy is Sandra Bullock? and how freaking ADORABLE is her baby???? god, I love her even more than I already did!!!
I have got to get busy on Evan-Michael's open house/graduation party. Lots of photos to print out.
OMG...have you seen the AT&T commercials where the guy is a newscaster and has "breaking news"...."Mr. Wiggles the cat is stuck in a tree....this has been confirmed by a facebook posting" HILARIOUS!!!!!!!
Now I gotta go eat lunch of garbanzo beans, onions, garlic and lots of spinach. yes Rocky, I eat it almost every day!!!! XOXOXO
was it really April 29th the last time I posted something on here?
damnnnnnnn!
I've had 2 boys celebrate birthdays in that time...
Bud turned 21 and Evan-Michael turned 18. Two BIG birthdays in da house!!!
And the 18 year old has just a few days left of school....got accepted to 2 different universities...one to play football. But he's not sure if he really wants to play football for 4 more years. he received his "diet" and workout schedule in the mail the other day. He MUST drink at least one gallon of SKIM milk a week, 10 pounds of potatoes a week, 3 pounds of apples, bananas and other fruit a week. 3 pounds each of the different fruit. and at least a 5 egg white omelet every morning with lots of veggies in it. really, the diet sounds pretty good...wayyyy more food than a regular person would need, but still sounds pretty good. Lots of veggies and fruit and whole grains. oh, and at least 3 pounds of whole grain pasta a week. AND a workout schedule that is INSANE. When is he supposed to eat all that food if he's working out 24/7??!!! I'll have to copy it and post it..seriously.
I've set up a "fan page" for my photography on Facebook,and have been getting lots of appointments from it. who woulda thunk it?! But lots of people want me to do weddings. I don't "do" weddings. not my thing. I WILL do a wedding in December but that's for a very good friend of mine. I have been doing engagement photos tho and those are fun. Family photos...that kind of stuff. I guess ya gotta do this stuff till you get the chance to do what you really wanna do, right? ;)
Things on the home front are.......ok. Hubs refuses to go back to counseling. REFUSES. just plain. old. refuses. Soooooooooo...I guess it';s up to me what comes next. For right now, we're talking. But we all know that never lasts long! ;) Why do things always end up back where they started? I don't get it.....if you know your partner is unhappy and is begging for things to change...and will do anything to help make those changes...wouldn't you want to go along with the program? I know if things were reversed, I would do anything he asked me to do...IF I really wanted to stay married. I think he does, but..........do I? as of right now.....i can't honestly say. Not an answer, I know. But I have to see what's best for everyone involved. I will keep you posted.
and will Miley Cyrus just put some clothes on already? Gawdddddddd. isn't she 17? god, I am So glad that I never got my beautiful daughter into modeling and stuff like people PUSHED me to do when she was younger. I couldn't stand it if she turned out like that! and does it sound like Im jealous that Miley is THAT sexy at 17? cuz I am. Damn! I'm 29 and not anywhere NEAR that sexy! shooooot! But I guess I'd be sexy too if I had a "team" of people working on me all day long.
And how classy is Sandra Bullock? and how freaking ADORABLE is her baby???? god, I love her even more than I already did!!!
I have got to get busy on Evan-Michael's open house/graduation party. Lots of photos to print out.
OMG...have you seen the AT&T commercials where the guy is a newscaster and has "breaking news"...."Mr. Wiggles the cat is stuck in a tree....this has been confirmed by a facebook posting" HILARIOUS!!!!!!!
Now I gotta go eat lunch of garbanzo beans, onions, garlic and lots of spinach. yes Rocky, I eat it almost every day!!!! XOXOXO
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