Tuesday, May 29, 2012
While graduation is over, it made me think about something: I had no family there. No one. I had no one to call and say, "Hey! Austin is graduating today! come and join us!" My husband had family there, but I had no one. and it made me sad. I had no siblings,...no parents...no aunt, uncles, cousins....not even any friends. I had one person text me. ONE. and that was my girl, Nancy. she knew it would be hard for me and she text me during the ceremony, to check on me. She is such a thoughtful person. But it got me to thinking... WHY? I have some friends here...but I didn't hear anything from them. I felt desolate and all alone. IS IT ME? am I a horrible friend, that I have no one to count on? you have to BE a friend in order to HAVE friends, so maybe I've dropped the ball in that area. I know I HAVE dropped the ball with some of my Blog Friends...and I feel horrible about that. And I need to rectify that. And I will. But it made me realize that I. am. all. alone. in. this. world. On Mother's Day...my husband had his siblings calling him to check on him....blah blah blah. I had no one to call. Look at me, feeling sorry for myself. WAHHH WAHHH WAHHH. I don't mean to wallow in self pity. I just have to face facts. And I have no one but my kids. It is what it is.